Dearest Hannah,
Day 14 of
letters for you; who would have thought that I would have carried this on for
two weeks!
Today feels a
little weird and I am not too sure why.
I am really
missing you today; which seems silly considering that in less than 24 hours
from now I will see you again.
You have been
busy today and been back at the shop. You felt mixed about going in. I know you
really enjoy doing it, getting out, being helpful and busy but I think you
could have happily stayed in bed, wrapped in your duvet and just hidden
yourself.
I have had
the boys and been on top of housework, blogging and getting ready to come to
see you. Yet, I am proper longing for you.
I think it
probably comes down to a couple of things. We had a day yesterday, full of
productivity and relaxing, and we both felt that we were a little far from each
other at times, despite knowing we were there for each other when it counts. We
then missed our regular TV chat last night where you had your dad with you. We
did, of course, still have our normal phone chat which was lovely.
This morning
I was rushed and so were you so I wonder if it was that which made me feel a
bit disjointed. That, combined with yesterday, and knowing you are almost in arms
reach is leaving me a bit void.
I know this
really just sounds silly but it is true. I just feel really far from you.
But,
I really can’t wait for these next few days with you.
I can’t wait
to see you, touch your hand, search your face for every inch, look into your
eyes, smell your smell, hold you in my arms, lay next to you and have your head
on your spot on my chest.
I love you, ever
so much, and would do absolutely anything for you. You are my world, my Queen
and my one love. Bring on bedtime and the journey to you.
Love you, Martyn
