Day 39

Dearest Hannah

Day 39 of writing to you and I am pleased to be writing again as I missed another day yesterday! Yet, I think it was a good reason. You had spent most of the day on a train or in a car to come here! 

Day 38

Dearest Hannah

Day 38 of writing to you and again I missed yesterday's letter. Don't worry this time though as I doubt you'll get a part two today! 

Day 37 Part 2

Dearest Hannah

Well it is technically day 37 still so I can't really say to you that you have a new letter from the day. Yet, I have sat here for a while and felt the need to write to you. 

Day 37

Dearest Hannah

Day 37 of writing to you and although it is day 37 it should be day 38 but I actually missed writing a letter to you! I know, what's becoming of me! 

Day 36

Dearest Hannah

Day 36 of writing to you and today is a wonderful day! 

Day 35

Dearest Hannah

Day 35 of writing to you and today’s letter is an exciting one. So much so that I think it will definitely be short.

Day 34

Dearest Hannah

Day 34 of writing to you and I actually have a little hope that I may be a bit more concise than normal! But you know me; I will probably still write loads!

Day 33

Dearest Hannah

Day 33 of writing to you and this is still a moment to draw closer to you and I hope that you feel that each day.

Day 32

Dearest Hannah

Day 32 of writing to you and I am not sure, once again, on this letter or where it will lead. We will soon find out!

Day 31

Dearest Hannah

Day 31 of writing to you and today is just another day now of what I hope will be hundreds of letters to you.

Day 30

Dearest Hannah

Day 30 of writing to you and I am so pleased that I have made a whole month of doing this. It still remains as a little part of my day where I can come and feel a little closer to you.

Day 29

Dearest Hannah

Day 29 of writing to you and I have almost made a month! Woop!

Day 28

Dearest Hannah

Day 28 of writing to you and despite the fact that we are miles away and I wish we could be together.

Day 27

Dearest Hannah

Day 27 of writing to you and I can’t quite believe that I have made it a month doing these letters to you.

Day 26

Dearest Hannah,

Day 26 of writing to you and I am at a point where I am unsure what the future of these letters will be but I am writing this nonetheless.

Day 25

Dearest Hannah,

Day 25 of writing to you and it is getting closer to us seeing each other again.

Day 24

Dearest Hannah,

Day 24 of writing to you and this makes me happy. Once I hit my 30^th letter I will know that I am only a week away from seeing you. It seems silly but I like the focus and countdown.

Day 23

Dearest Hannah,

Day 23 of writing to you and today I feel a bit more motivation to do so compared to yesterday. 

Day 22

Dearest Hannah,

Day 22 of writing to you and today is the first real day that I haven’t really wanted to write to you. However, you managed to find to write to me again and what kind of world would we be in when you can find time and I can’t?

Day 21

Dearest Hannah,

Day 21 of writing to you and I am still going strong after 3 weeks.

Day 20

Dearest Hannah,

Day 20 of writing to you and I take great pleasure in finding time each day solely for you; time to just write and speak to you in a way that I haven’t already.

Day 19

Dearest Hannah,

Day 19 and I am back to writing to you from the comfort of my home and not yours.

Day 18

Dearest Hannah,

Day 18 of writing to you and day 4 of writing whilst I'm with you; although today is much sadder. 

Day 17

Dearest Hannah,

Day 16 of writing to you and day 3 of writing whilst I'm with you!

Day 16

Dearest Hannah,

Day 16 of writing to you and day 2 of writing whilst I'm with you!

Just being here is wonderful! 

Last night we had the kids, I helped with A's homework and he really seemed to get what I was trying to teach him; I can't wait to see how well he does. I tried to help Midge with her spelling but what seemed apparent is that I should help every day and not just a few minutes before. I have had the idea to video chat the kids for 5 minutes every night, show them some techniques and help them succeed with their homework. 

After the kids had finally settled we got into bed. It was lovely just to lay next to you. I had kind of ruined one of my birthday presents where I didn't bring my pjs down so you gave me my Avengers ones early! I absolutely love them; perfectly comfortable and my kind of geeky! 

We stayed in bed and watched Tv and I laid next to you holding your hand. You have no idea how much I felt at home within your fingers. 

We later cuddled, kissed and then made love. I adored every second. I took in every second, look, touch, kiss and movement. Just being one with you was so perfect. 

We then fell asleep holding each other. A perfect end to a perfect night. 

This morning we got up, took the kids to school came home and practically spent the day having sex. Hot, messy, intense and fantastic sex. Just like we haven't seen each other in weeks.....oh wait. ;) 

I know you're self conscious about things and I suppose I am too but you have nothing to worry about. It was, like every other time, perfect. 

You are sore though. Your back is hurting, your neck is sore and, well, your lady area is causing problems too.

For the moment we are laying here before the school run and I'm letting you rest as much as possible. 

That time was lovely. Was nice just to rest with you. You're now currently picking the kids up whilst I wait in the car. Thought it would be perfect time to write to you more! 

I'm feeling pretty tired now. I think I forget that I'm disabledat times! I have been frustrated at my lack of ability to do a few things once we got up. I even felt more restricted moving and walking to the car. I know we joke about it but I do think I forget. I end up doing so much myself every day that I forget that I'm dosabled until I am struck with things I am struggling with. I then become increasingly frustrated as the action seems like something anyone should be able to do! 

But, as you kindly reminded me a few minutes ago, I have done a lot of physical activity this morning and am in a house that isn't designed for me so I am bound to feel like that! 

You always find a way to understand me and get how I'm feeling. I do love you so much for that!

Thank you for being my other half, the place where I feel like I'm home and the place I finally fit. I love you so much and would do anything for you, my true love. 

Love you, 

Martyn 

Day 15

Dearest Hannah,

Day 15 of writing to you and I bet this is the one that you least expected me to write! Mostly as I am here with you right now.

Day 14

Dearest Hannah,

Day 14 of letters for you; who would have thought that I would have carried this on for two weeks!

Day 13

Dearest Hannah,

Day 13 and still going strong, although I feel today’s letter may be a bit empty but we will see; knowing my luck I will say that and end up writing loads!

Day 12

Dearest Hannah,

Day 12 and the best part of today’s letter is the striking contrast to some of the previous ones!

Day 11

Dearest Hannah,

Day 11 and am still going at this; today I am tired so am lacking a little motivation to sit here and do this but I also know that I would regret not doing one if I did.

Day 10

Dearest Hannah,

Day 10 and I am still going strong writing these letters. What I love most today is that we are now in double figures, I haven’t stopped or not had the motivation to write to you and it is only 5 sleeps until I can actually be with you!

Day 9

Dearest Hannah,

Day 9 and to be honest I didn’t think I would end up writing this letter but I knew that I had to even if it was to not break my writing streak!

Day 8

Dearest Hannah,

Day 8 and still going strong with these letters for you; I know you are enjoying these which is all that matters.

Day 7

Dearest Hannah,

Day 7! Woohoo! I never thought that a small idea could become a great one that could carry on for a week, let alone me thinking that I can comfortably do this for a while to come.

Day 6

Dearest Hannah,

We are now on day six and going strong. This is now something that I look forward to doing daily; it is as best place as any to document us, where we are and my love for you and know that you will understand and love me whatever.

Day 5

Dearest Hannah

So we are on day five now of your letters and I am still loving sitting down and writing to you. I do, however, have a feeling that this will get a bit tedious at some point. No idea when that will be but just have a feeling that it might happen. I like it still though; I see this more as a journal of us, to you and for us, in the future. What I am aware of though is that life is busy, children are hectic and this could be something that may get neglected and then used to “catch up” with; that is fine as I still get my kicks out of it.

Day 4

Dearest Hannah

We have managed to reach day four of our letters and I still feel like this is something wonderful. It gives me time in the day to solely focus my day on just you and you alone. For you, I know it is a beautiful piece set apart in your day to look forward to.

Day 3

Dearest Hannah

So this is our third day and our third letter and I am starting to feel that this is just a wonderful thing between you and me. I love how this little idea has inspired you to do the same and you did it so beautifully!

Day 2

Dearest Hannah

So this is the second letter for you and I am pleased that I have found the motivation to write this and continue the way I want to.

Day 1

Dearest Hannah

Today is the first letter, of what I hope is many, to you.